LOVE 

Love can be good, Love can be great

It can cause tremendous joy or bring on hate

It can give you a reason to live or a reason to cry,

And it can tear a hole in your heart so big, you just wish you Could die.

You can't always choose who you fall for,

The heart loves who it loves it's not up to just you anymore,

All you can do is hope it's meant to be, 

And if not then be glad you at least got to see,

That you still have that part deep inside your soul that you Thought was forever gone,

The part that gives, loves, and devotes all and would go to the end of the earth for him...

I really never thought I could ever love someone like that Again.... I guess I hoped I would not,

And with the pain of this loss, I fear, no return, my heart Forever Sealed in STONE, this time.

3/29 The beginning of my broken heart

4/17 The final blow to my heart will be complete, the Damage, unable to be repaired, the hole, unable to be filled , The pain, never to be relieved, but by one- and only one Possible cure... Could it ever?? Well ..I Will forever hope, Dream and pray for that cure...And should HE Ever ask for my Love on any terms, HE WILL RECEIVE IT, FOR I CANNOT RESIST THE ONE WHO HOLDS THE KEY TO MY HEART..

(written 3-28-09)