KEEP THE WALL UP

I lay in bed with no desire to be, anywhere or anything especially not me,

If I could just float out of my body high above, there would be no pain and no

concern of love,

I could just be and not feel any emotion at all,

Time to raise a super thick super high brick wall,

And post guards around let no one get close,

Push everyone away thats already known,

Don't confide, trust or lean on anyone,

I'm done with people period I'm done having fun,

If I can ever stop loving him, I'm sure I won't love again,

I won't let myself get that close to someone I call my friend

Rules to live by: You don't shit where you eat, and also,

Don't get hooked on anyone at work that you meet. 

written(4-14-09)