I am finding myself asking that question simply because it seems the committment level of male slaves is so lacking. they read the contract, they sign it and state they understand it and want to commit to it, then at the drop of a hat they give up.

I have grown beyond thinking it's Me, I know it is them and so I must choose better. I never regret having those relationships that fail, since each one sheds it's own light on possible problems and situations to better prepare Me for the next one.

Maybe I expect too much, Maybe I require too much, Maybe I am just too much of a woman for these inferior specimens that desire to serve and please Me, Maybe I am too genuine in My way of life as a Dominant for the 'wanna be' slave to handle.

Maybe, just Maybe I am alot more committed to finding a long lasting D/s relationship then most.

I'M OK WITH THAT. I KNOW WHAT I NEED TO BE HAPPY.. ONLY WISH OTHER PEOPLE DID TOO.