IF ONLY I COULD JUST DIE    I wish I could just give up on it all and say goodbye to this life, Often times it's all I think about lately all day and all night, I cannot leave my

  Darkness   The darkness brings on certain feelings for me, It's dark oh yes but I still can see, I feel a calm come over my soul, And then my body begins to feel my blood flow, Li

  IT'S BETTER TO BE WORSHIPPED    When he arrives he kneels and kisses my feet, Head bowed in respect our eyes do not meet, His greeting, "My Mistress, I am here to serve" The s

  KEEP THE WALL UP   I lay in bed with no desire to be, anywhere or anything especially not me, If I could just float out of my body high above, there would be no pain and no concern o

                        INTOLERABLE PAIN    I've always thought of myself as

  LOVE    Love can be good, Love can be great It can cause tremendous joy or bring on hate It can give you a reason to live or&nbs

  GOODBYE MY HEART   We sat face to face and I let him know, Exactly how deep my love for him goes, He was shocked, I believe, he said he didn't know, He even said he's sorry for my pa

   I'm Dead Inside If you could look inside my chest and see, In the place where my heart is supposed to be, You will see only darkness, hear nothing, and feel cold, That is all that